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Surprised!

Journal Entry: Sun May 25, 2008, 2:53 PM
At the start of March this year, i packed up my life and moved 1300km from my hometown. I left my family, my friends and my girlfriend/mistress back there. I didn't have much choise, i had to go where work was. Kind of felt sad about it all then and i really didn't want to move. But now i'm here two months laters, and i'm feeling alot better now.

My Mistress and i always had a loose relationship with each other. I do love her, but not in the sense i wanted to move in and live with her. It's more of a physical relationship^^. Anyway when i left we agreed to break up, but if we were close to each other we'd try find time for us. So this morning i'm snoring in my bed and i hear the doorbell ring. I dragged my ass outta bed and went to see who i was. Mistress standing there radiant as always, I had absolutely no clue she would come. She tossed me a bag and said i needed to put that on... it was my catgirl costume we've modified :o Couple of sweaty hours later, she had to leave with the train for home. But that was one of the best surprises i ever got!, only one topping it was my 27th birthday but thats another story :)
And she left the catgirl costume with me! yay!


Also on another note.
Ordered Age of Conan, so dubious about it fromt he open beta. But the game is totally diffrent from the open beta. Runs so much better! Really enjoying it, it has some flaws, but overall the game is really fun!
Playing a Herald of Xotli on the Ymir(EU) server named Annah. Feel free to say hi if you play there, always happy to chat and group up.

  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Need for Speed soundtracks
  • Reading: Mostly fantasy and erotic novels
  • Watching: Catgirls
  • Playing: Age of Conan
  • Eating: Tacos
  • Drinking: Portello

Info?

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 3, 2008, 1:49 PM
Found this "little" thing, figured i'd be fun answering it some :o

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. - nope, i'm 6'3 in my socks! my friends call me an amazon or valkyrie.
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars. - i've had numerous acid burns on my arms, hands, and face (i am a chemist).
[ ] I tan easily. - i become a red like a boiled lobster...
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. - sometimes... too skeered to dye it tho.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. - i'm so nearsighted ><
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. - I think i would consider it some.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother.
[ ] I have a sister.
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday. - I dunno... i enjoy children, but i do not think i would like one myself.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[ ] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job. - Analytical chemist.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. - and gotten elbowed due to it... many times.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. - traveled to florida once for two weeks, was a pain to catch up in school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my job. - a notepad and a pen, zomg i'm a thief!
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing. - *gigglesnort*
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public. - nope, but they fell down once, showed my pink frilly panties to a store full of people >< (just grabbed some baggy pants to shop for supplies between sex :o ).
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples. - i had a 15cm long laceration on my right forearm, not deep but still got stiched up.
[x] I've broken a bone. - two fingers, heh... they still crooked some.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery. - most serious was a nailbite operation on my big toe... heh been lucky.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. - 1300km in one sitting... 14 hours.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan. - i really wanna go sometime tho!
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. - i live in europe... so duh!
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star. - still not gotten fulfilled... humbug i say!
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. - i sleep in the nude :o
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. - he had to go to hospital after... served him right for cheating on me...
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one day
[ ] I've crashed a car. - not crashed... but i've dented mine some.
[x] I've been Skiing. - once... i hated it ><
[x] I've been in a play. - school play... i played a wicked witch :)
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. - and more then one...
[x] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone. - Dude passed out at a party, we took a condom and squirted some schampoo in it, and pushed it into his rear using a pencil... His look the next day was absolutely hilarious. He went around asking what happened last night :)
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi. - and hate it ><
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single. - kind of... i moved so far away from my mistress, we kinda broken up... still sex each other up tho!
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date. - was awful...
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. - i've dumped more than i gotten dumped.
[x] I miss someone right now. - i really miss mistress ><
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi.
[x] I'm gay. - I always knew i liked girls more then boys... still dated some boys cause it was normal thing to do, but not any more.
[x] I've had sex.
[x] I've had phone sex.
[x] I've cybered. - *blush* it was surprisingly nice tho!
[x] I've had sex in public. - fingered someone/got fingered in a movie theater (flick was boring).
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. - i'm not very open unless it's people i feel really comfortable with.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[ ] I'm afraid of dying. - oddly enough i am not... not saying i want to die tho.
[x] I hate funerals. - they make me sad ><
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. - girl i know popped a lot of pills trying to off herself. She got around now and lives happily with her son :)
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. - it's broken... i need a new one.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. - i have a catgirl fetish.
[ ] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[x] I own a cosplay outfit. - it's not for cosplay tho... it's for kinky sex :)
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. - i hate purses... i prefer to stuff things into my jacket and/or pants.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I can sing well. - some people say i got a singing voice but i know i don't :o
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs. - i smash em usually, sometimes i'm nice and just let em outside alive.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly. - like a sailor some say, i have my usual expression which is roughly translated to "god in hell".
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person. - oh god no... noone is more tired in the morning than i am ><
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. - still using the originial one which came with the phone, i am not so hip...
[x] I'm a snob about grammar. - i loathe poor english and "leet speak". English is my second language, if i can learn it, so can others.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic. - very much... not.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well. - hah... no.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school. - again, no jammies, i sleep nekkid!
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun. - can fire most hanguns, rifles and shotguns :o I'm also quite profient with a bow.
[ ] I am in love with love. - ??
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. - never ever.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. computer is pretty much on 24/7 with MSN running...
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. - no i didn't sleep with the teacher!, i actually taught her some things, so she was like "ok you know this better than i do... here's an A don't come back".
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. - i've woken up and scratched my head and had a spider fall down into my cereal...
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[ ] I loath lables.
[x] I like action movies.
[ ] I like horror movies.
[ ] I like chick flicks.
[ ] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.
[ ] I can't spell. - i can spell... i can't type :)
[x] I treasure my friends.
[x] I think of others before myself.

[x] All of those are answered honestly.

  • Mood: Lust
  • Listening to: Enjoy the silence - Depeche Mode.
  • Reading: Mostly fantasy and erotic novels :o
  • Watching: lesbian catgirls
  • Playing: Phantasy Star Universe
  • Eating: my own cooking!
  • Drinking: Apple juice.

Newbie!

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 15, 2008, 1:43 PM
Made this user awhile back to look at naughty pictures people made.
But figured i might as well upload the one creative thing i've done... the backstory of my city of villains characters. I suppose i'll add more as i write it. I'm a god awful artist so don't expect any drawings unless other people have made em for me!

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Lots of diffrent tunes.
  • Reading: Mostly fantasy and erotic novels :o
  • Watching: Catgirls
  • Playing: City of Heroes/Villains
  • Eating: Not enough...
  • Drinking: Fruity drinks